patience

I have never asked God to give me patience. I know that God doesn't just give that to people. He gives you the opportunity to be patient. Which means you are going to have a very aggravating time. lol. I never wanted to go through that so I've never asked for it. Also I'm just not a very patient person so I don't care about it. I can be patient at a restaurant or standing in line somewhere but I'm not patient when it comes to dealing with people on a personal/one on one level.

However this year it seemed God thought I needed to learn patience. By the way it hasn't worked out so well. I've had to wait on finding a significant other, which is hard sometimes but over all I think I am doing pretty well with that. He constantly pushes me at work dealing with incredibly stupid, arrogant, ignorant people on a daily basis. I want to reach through the phone and hit them. Also working with my parents and living with them and during the holidays spending even more time with them almost makes me crazy. I want to scream at them all the time! Literally! AHHHH. . . anyways. Also living in Albany is just aggravating enough to drive a person insane.

So I haven't dealt with patience as well as I probably should. O well.