Thursday, August 4, 2011

no one listens to me

I feel like I am going to cry or scream at someone. I feel so stressed. People calling at work are being obnoxious and I am not the most tolerable person. I can be nice to a certain point and when the situation calls for it but there comes a point when I lose it and I just snap. I have had enough and I put people in their place. (I do take pleasure in it though and my dad thinks it's kinda funny). But I'm hoping that tomorrow will be a quite day at work since dad is out of town.

That's the other thing that is driving me over the edge. My family. So my mom and aunt thought it would be a great idea to take gmommy to the lake for the weekend, then to our house for the week, then my mom would take her back to atl on Friday or Saturday. They thought it would be good to give the nurses a week off, and it gives them a week of not having to pay the nurses. However that means that they have to take care of her for the whole time. Which I thought was ridiculous. My mom is already stressed out enough so then she decides it would be a good idea to take care of gmommy for over a week! STUPID! I told her what I thought but no one listens to me. So I went with her up on Thursday of last week to gmommys house. She wasn't feeling to terrific but whatever. Friday we had a doctors appointment. Gommmy almost passed out while there. It's because she was dehydrated. I kept saying that over and over and over again, but no one listens to me. They just baby her all the freaking time. It drives me crazy. She's gotten lazy, and she never wants to do anything, and expects everyone to do everything for her. I kept telling her that she had to drink more. Drink this, drink some more, finish this. But everyone else is like ok if you don't want anymore then ok. WHY DO YALL THINK SHE IS SO DAMN DEHYDRATED NOW, CAUSE NO ONE MADE HER DRINK. They just baby her all the time. But no one listens to me.

Well we did make it to the lake house which took 6 hours instead of 4, cause we had to stop twice to clean up gmommy. Well my parents and aunt Darlene were at the lake house taking care of gmommy. She did enjoy herself while there. She got to sit on the dock, they watched deer in the yard during the morning and she even got to ride on the boat. However she was still weak and dehydrated. So my mom gets her to our house on Wednesday and gmommy is feeling nauseated. Well while at work mom had me look up one of the medications that gmommy was taking. I told her all this stuff about it and told her that this is why gmommy is sick. So she called the doctor and he said the same thing. So they stopped giving her that. However by this time she can't keep anything down so she can't get hydrated. I get home from work and take a shower. My mom is deciding whether to go on back to atl. or wait or take gmommy to Palmyra here. I think she needs to go ahead and take her back to atl or at least first thing in the morning, but no one listens to me. Mom decides that she is going to wait till the next day and go into work to get payroll done. So dad and I go to work the next morning mom comes a little while later once the maid got to our house. We went to lunch and their trying to decide whether to take gmommy to Palmyra or go ahead and take her to atl. I said they should go ahead and take her to atl. but no one listens to me. Well gmommy doesn't get any better like we were all hoping so when mom got back to the house after work that next day she takes gmommy to Palmyra and they sit and sit and sit and sit. Finally they gave up and left. I rushed home and packed up all of gmommys stuff and loaded it in moms van while mom packed her and dads clothes. I packed that up in the van also. Dad got home and they loaded gmommy in the car and took off for atl. YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE THAT WHEN I TOLD YOU TOO! but no one listens to me.

So that is what's been going on. I'm annoyed and don't want to hear anybodies bull cause I'm not going to take it. I am at the point where I will bitch people out. I will snap, yell, curse, and make them understand just how stupid they are. I will put people in their place.

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