someone put a curse on me

I think someone put a curse on me to have crazy crap happen to every single day. lol. On top of the crap that was going on about G-mommy that I was ranting about the other day "no one listens to me" I was really hoping to have a good weekend. However that apparently was not what was in store for me. I had my hopes up about seeing someone over the weekend, my bad shouldn't have done that. I got my hopes up for nothing. So I don't blame that person for not texting me or anything on Friday but I do blame them for Saturday. They totally stood me up. It sucked. However I did go with my friend Brooke and her family to Columbus on Saturday to go shopping, but it rained the entire time and we didn't find anything. Apparently they suck just as much as Albany. So then I got stood up Saturday night. It was great. What a wonderful feeling. I spent Friday and Saturday night at home alone watching movies. Nice huh. Well Brooke and I decided that we were going to lay out on Sunday no matter what. Well we get out to the pool at River Point layed out about 15 mins when it started raining. So we left got something to eat and hung out at her house for about an hour. We called River Point to ask if it were still raining over there and they said it had stopped and the sun was starting to come out. So we headed back over and it was raining the whole way there and when we got there it was drizzly. Well being as determined as we were to have a good day and get to lay out we layed out in the drizzle. It only lasted a few mins then cleared up. So we got some sun for 2 hours. I guess that's better than nothing. When I got home I got to have a lovely conversation with the person that stood me up. So then I felt like crap again and went to go get something to eat and take my movie back from the night before. Brad had offered that I could come over and watch a movie with him so I wouldn't have to pay for another movie when he's got them for free. I thought I just wanted to be alone and sulk in my misery but walking around Blockbuster I knew that I didn't want to spend another night alone watching movies so I watched a movie with Brad. It made me feel a little better cause it got my mind of things for a little while. When I got back home I was texting Brooke about the conversation I had with that person and I accidentally sent one of the txts to him. I was so embarrassed but he said it was fine and kinda thought it was funny. I really wanted to run away and disappear, especially when I did it a 2nd time! Yup it happened twice. I felt like such a fool but such is life.

So then Monday comes around. I went to work just like always. I felt like crap from the weekend but no biggy. Well after lunch it got worse and I had to go home cause I was sick to my stomach and just felt exhausted. I ended up sleeping from 3-7 and then went back to bed around 11 and slept till 8am. Needless to say I felt very rested on Tuesday lol. At work on Tuesday I was thinking it would be a much better day because I feel better about everything. Well 10am this woman comes in to see one of the lawyers upstairs. She comes in pretty often, she's mostly blind and has some mental handicap also but I'm not sure what. Well she comes in crying and making a huge scene. She had an "accident". She went and used our bathroom continuing to make a scene about it (understandably I would have too being an adult). She was being so loud. She finally came out and started calling people on her cell phone crying and being hysterical. Her lawyer came down and told her that he would take her home. When they left I was sent to the store to buy a ton of disinfectant cleaning stuff for the bathroom. The whole office was smelling. So much for having a good day. On the way to the store I got to watch the lady in front of me hit a bird. That was lovely. So I get back to the office with all that stuff and my mom cleaned the bathroom hahahaha. I wasn't going to go in there. After lunch we get back to the office and she's back, doing much better, meeting with her lawyer. Before she left she used our bathroom again, walked out side and not 2mins later comes back in and uses the bathroom again! When she finally did leave, the bathroom got cleaned again.

Then after work I went to the grocery store for my mom to get us food for the week. I saw my friend Sarah there and we talked for a while. It was great to catch up some if only for a brief few mins. Right when I walked out the door of the grocery store the Heavens opened up and it was pouring! It looked like I had jumped in a pool by the time I made it to my car. Literally! I was soaked. And the wind was blowing crazily so my hair was all over the place on top of being completely wet. I looked like a wet dog. It was not a pretty look. I was thinking really?! This is really happening! So I decided I was not going to let it get me down. I was lucky that I was on my way home to take a shower so it didn't really matter that I got rained on. And then when I got home I pulled into my dads spot in the garage and unloaded the groceries, my purse and my shoes. Then I pulled back out and parked in my normal spot, rolled up my pants, got out of the car and strolled lazily across the driveway in the pouring rain singing out loud. hahahaha. . . I'm sure it was a sight to be seen. So there it was my attempt to take a crappy day and really a awful week and weekend and turn it into something else. Trying to make it better. And it did. I felt better about it. I started cooking dinner, took a shower, my parents got home, mom helped me finish dinner, I dried my hair and chilled out for a while. Then my stomach got a little sick again but I refused to let it get me down. I slept alright last night and I've had a pretty decent day today. Maybe things are starting to turn around. I hope at least.