update on gmommy

Well gmommy is fine physically speaking. Her stomach is great after the last surgery which sewed her up. She eats whatever she wants, she gets enough nutrients from eating so she doesn't need an iv or pic line. There's only one thing that is keeping her from having her life back. HER. She won't get up, she won't fix her own coffee, she won't even take a bath. She just wants to sit in her chair or lay on the couch and do nothing and sleep all day. There's nothing wrong with her she's just become lazy and doesn't want to do things her self. She's gotten accustomed to people doing things for her that she's become lazy. Also she doesn't like to be alone and for the past year there has been someone with her 24hrs a day. So she pretends that she's to weak and can't remember things and can't do anything, thinking that it will keep someone there with her all the time.

Well everyone has told her that it isn't going to happen. She has to get up and start doing things for herself. That mom and aunt darlene aren't going to continue coming up and staying with her as ofter as they have, and all of her nurses are about to start new jobs. She still refuses to do anything. So they called her doctor and got him to approve physical therapy. So probably 2x a week she will have to go to physical therapy. Their hoping that this will force her to start working and moving. If this doesn't work then she will be in an assisted living home probably by summer. Mom and aunt darlene are going to go look at some places in a month or so and if gmommy hasn't made any progress by then she'll be moving to one of those.

Either way she will probably be in an assisted living home by the summer.

stressful day

Very stressful day today! I was sick during the night from 3-6am so needless to say I did not go to work this morning. I got up at 11am got dressed and headed of to stupid ol Darton to buy my statistics book from their bookstore. However they pissed me off and I left with out even getting in the door of the bookstore. So I drove back down the road to this new place called "Dorks" it's a textbook store. So I got my book from there. Which was $100 but if I had been able to find someone that had a used one I could have bought it for half that. Anyways I don't want to get into that. So then I headed to the post office to get the mail for work. And while I was there I was going to get a mail order check for a contest I'm entering (because their also lame and that's all they will accept). However there were a bunch of people in line at the post office so I just left. I was in no mood to stand there. So I finally get to work, in a bad mood, but whatever. Mom and I went to lunch, dad was too busy, we brought him something back. Work was aright, not to aggravating. I wrote a cover letter, artist statement, and adjusted my resume a little bit all for this contest I'm entering. I also got my statistics homework done which isn't due till Monday. So that was good. I was still all stressed out trying to get it all done. I wanted to get the homework done before class tonight because there were some problems that I didn't understand and if he didn't go over in class tonight I was going to ask about it. So then I had class from 6-7:15 tonight. It wasn't hard stuff just a lot of stuff. Lots of charts and graphs to make. So now I've got more homework that's due next Wednesday and a quiz that day. Whatever. Hopefully I'll remember it all. Also I'm going to be going to my cousins house in S.C. soon to shoot some pictures for them for their new business. So that's a little stressful getting that all worked out. But I think I've just about got everything done with the contest, school, and this shoot. So wooo that was a bunch and I'm tired. Hoping to get some good sleep tonight.

The New Year

Well I don't really care about new years resolutions. I pretty much look onward at the new year as just another day. Saturday came and went and so did Sunday just like everyday. People get to wrapped up trying to better themselves or be happier the next year. Why wait just start then. You didn't have a bad year or a good year it was just another year. Like all the others. Everyone has good moments and bad moments in their life you shouldn't look at it as consuming your whole year. I might not be where I want to be in life but I'm still thankful for it because I know it could be worse. So another year another day and I'm still here.

New Years Eve

I spent New Years Eve this year with some of my friends. I had a great time and laughed a lot especially when we played with sparklers and fireworks.